[He snorts. Okay. She's got a fair point. Why get hung up on this stupid thing, considering the long history of everything else?
(But he knows why: because it feels so much more mundane, and thus real. It's such a cop-out to think of himself as offputting because he's unattractive and bad at kissing, in comparison to being offputting because he turned his back on Chaldea and tried to murder her. Those things really happened, but they feel so much less immediate these days.)]
Fine. So it's not that bad. Somehow you dealt with all that other shit and still decided you wanted to talk to me, so this probably isn't gonna be the final straw. I get that.
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[He snorts. Okay. She's got a fair point. Why get hung up on this stupid thing, considering the long history of everything else?
(But he knows why: because it feels so much more mundane, and thus real. It's such a cop-out to think of himself as offputting because he's unattractive and bad at kissing, in comparison to being offputting because he turned his back on Chaldea and tried to murder her. Those things really happened, but they feel so much less immediate these days.)]
Fine. So it's not that bad. Somehow you dealt with all that other shit and still decided you wanted to talk to me, so this probably isn't gonna be the final straw. I get that.